Sickness & Health

(Jay) 

Bey dried him off and put lotion on him. He was still crying like crazy. I can tell Bey was worried about him. She was trying hard to hide it. I was worried too. She took his temperature and it was 100'. Bey started to tear up. I knew Jayden was sick because he didn't want his pacifier. Bey sat on the bed while I got dressed. I told her to get him dressed so that we could take him to the ER. She put him in his footie pajamas, socks, and his beenie. She wrapped in him his blanked. I told my mom what was going on. We all got in the car. Bey sat in the back holding Jayden.

Bey: Jay, did you call his doctor. I don't wanna wait in this waiting room. 
Jay: No. Did you see me on the phone?
Bey: Alright. Goodness. I just asked you a question. 
Jay: Well, we're just gonna have to wait then. 
Bey: *sighs* Can you drive faster?
Jay: If I drive any faster we'll get pulled over. I'm going as fast as I can. We're almost there. 


*They reach the hospital 5 minutes later*


Bey: Jay, can you come and open the door please?
Jay: Yeah. *gets out and opens Bey's door* 
Bey: *gets out* Thank you. Can you grab his diaper bag? 
Jay: *grabs his diaper bag* 
Mama Gloria: Lets go in here and see whats wrong my  grandchild. 


*They walk in the hospital.*


Jay: Bey, you can sit down and I'll handle it. 
Bey: Okay. *goes to sit down* 
Jay: *goes to receptionist* 
Receptionist: Hello. How may I- Oh my God. You're-
Jay: Shhhhh!.....Listen. My son has a high fever and he's throwing up-
Receptionist: What's his name? 
Jay: Jayden Corey Carter. 
Receptionist: Can I see some ID please?
Jay: What? 
Receptionist: Sorry, its standard per-
Jay: Ight. Ight. Ight. *pulls out wallet and grabs ID* Here. 
Receptionist: Thank you. *Does her job* His doctor is seeing another patient but he'll be with you shortly. 
Jay: Thank you. *sits next to Bey*
Mama Gloria: What'd they say son?
Jay: Nothing. Just gotta wait for the doctor. 
Jayden: *whines* Ma-Ma.
Bey: *rocks him* Aaaaw, You said mama. *kisses his forehead* I tried to tell your daddy who you love more. He doesn't understand. 
Jayden: *starts to cry*
Bey: Jay, hand me his pacifier. Please.
Jay: *grabs it* *puts it in Jayden's mouth*
Bey: Thank God he wants it. I do not need him to be screaming and hollering in here. 
Nurse: Jayden Carter. 
Bey: *stands up* Come on Jay. 
Mama Gloria: Y'all go ahead. I'll be right out here.
Bey: *mumbles* Apparently. 
Jay: *sides eyes Bey* 
Nurse: Follow me. 


*They walk into the room* 


Nurse: Your doctor will be with you momentarily. *leaves*
Bey: Only one chair. 
Jay: *sits down* Just sit on my lap. 
Bey: *sits on his lap holding Jayden* 
Jay: At least he isn't crying and hollering. 
Jayden: *starts to cry*
Bey: Spoke to soon. Nice.
Jay: My bad. 
Bey: *stands up and rocks side to side* Shhhh, Its okay baby. 
Jayden: *whines* 
Bey: I know mommy's baby doesn't feel good-
Jay: *stands up* Huh babe, sit down. I'll stand up. 
Bey: Thank you. *sits* 
Jay: What do you think is wrong with him?
Bey: *sneezes* Excuse me-
Jay: Bless you. I hope you aren't getting sick too. 
Bey: Thank you. But its probably just my allergies. 
Jay: I hope so. No one has time to be taking are of two sick babies. 
Bey: Oh hush. *giggles* I'm fine. 
Jay: Better be. Aye babe, I was thinking since lil man can walk now. I was thinking that him and I could get matching tuxedos for the wedding. 
Bey: *sneezes* Excuse me. But that would be so cute. You're trying to make me cry even more. 
Jay: I think that would be so dope. He can wear Nike Dunks or something. 
Bey: Babe, my son will do no such thing.
Jay: Man. He's gone wear them and you gone like it.
Bey: Mm. Am I? 
Jay: Damn right. *chuckles* 
Bey: If you say so. 
Jay: So about this bachelorette party..
Bey: Yeah, what about it?
Jay: You heard me when I said "no strippers" right?
Bey: Mhmm. I heard you. 
Jay: I'm serious, Bey. 
Bey: I heard you, Jay. 
Jay: Mhmm. You think I'm playing. 
Bey: *giggles* Do I ever take you serious?
Jay: No. But you gone see. Just wait. 
Bey: Right. I'm sure of it. 


*Doctor walks in* 


Doctor: Hello. Looks like little Jayden isn't feeling too well. 
Bey: No. Not at all. 
Doctor: Well lets take a little look and see whats going on. 
Bey: Sounds like a plan. *stands up* 
Doctor: Lets lay him down and take him out of the blanket. 
Bey: *lays him down and uncovers him*
Jayden: *whines* *reaches for Bey*
Jay: *puts his arms down* Shhh, lil man. You are okay. Chill. 
Doctor: I'm going to listen to his heart beat first.
Jay: Ight.
Doctor: *tries to listen to Jayden's heart beat* 
Jayden: *squirms around*
Bey: Jayden, please be still for mommy.
Jayden: *squirms* *whines* 
Jay: *deep voice* Jayden. 
Jayden: *calms down* 
Bey: He doesn't feel good. Be nice to him. 
Doctor: *listens to his heart beat*
Jay: Thats why he needs to be still so we can see what wrong with him. 
Doctor: His heart beat is just fine. We know he's allergic to apples. Has he had any?
Bey & Jay: No. 
Doctor: And you said he threw up. How many times?
Bey: Just once. He was drinking his juice and he just threw up. I took his temperature and it was 100. 
Doctor: Yeah he's definitely very warm. I want to take his temperature again. Lets unbutton his pajamas just enough to get to his under arm
Bey: Okay. *unbuttons his pajamas* 
Jaydens: *whines* 
Bey: I know baby. Its okay...Mommy's gonna get you something to make you feel better.
Doctor: *takes his temperature* Its the same. Too high. I want to check his throat and his tonsils. So you might want to sit down and hold him. 
Jay: I'll hold him. *picks him up and sits down* 
Doctor: Beyonce, can you get him to open his mouth please?
Bey: Jayden, say ahhh. 
Jayden: *shakes his head no* Mmm mmm. 
Bey: Do like mommy. Say "ahh" for mommy baby. *opens her mouth* 
Jayden: *shakes his head no* 
Jay: Mommy's gonna give you candy if you open your mouth and say "ahh".
Jayden: *opens his mouth* Aaaahhh!!
Bey: Good one Jay. 
Doctor: *checks his throat and tonsils* They're a little red and sore. I'm going to run some other test. Just be on the safe side.
Bey & Jay: Okay.
Doctor: *does doctor stuff* Okay, well he has a stomach virus. Im going to prescribe some medicine for his fever, sore throat, and for his stomach. He'll be back to normal in 2 - 3 days. 
Bey & Jay: Alright. 
Doctor: I'll be back. *leaves* 
Bey: *picks Jayden up* Aaaaw, my poor baby is really sick. *sits down* 
Jay: He's gonna be fine. All that medicine. Boy gone be drugged up. *chuckles* 


*10 minutes later* 


Doctor: Here is the prescription. The pharmacy is on the next floor up. 
Jay: *grabs the paper work* Thank you. 
Doctor: You're welcome. I hope Jayden feels better. 
Bey: Thank you. *smiles* 
Doctor: *leaves* 
Bey: You want me to carry him?
Jay: Yeah. *gives Jayden to Bey* 


*They go to the waiting room* 


Mama Gloria: Everything okay?
Jay: He has a stomach virus. We gotta go get his medicine. You wanna wait in the car?
Mama Gloria: Yeahh. 
Jay: *hands her the car keys* 
Mama Gloria: *leaves*
Bey: *sneezes* *sniffs*
Jay: Are you sure that you're okay, babe?
Bey: Mhmm. I'm fine. Lets go get his medicine. I'm sleepy. *yawns* 
Jay: Ight. C'mon. 


*They go get his medicine and go home. Jay says good night to his mom. Bey, Jay and Jayden go into their bedroom*


Jay: Is Jayden sleeping in here with us?
Bey: Duh! Hand me his medicine please. 
Jay: *hands her his medicine* Why? He's sick, babe.
Bey: Which is why I want him to sleep in the room with us. I won't have go all the way in his room to get him.
Jay: If I get sick, I know something.
Bey: Please! You won't know anything. 
Jay: You right. *undresses* *sits next to Bey*
Bey: *gives Jayden his medicine.* 
Jay: He took that very well. I'm surprised.
Bey: Why? He's a good baby. 
Jay: I thought he would have put up a fight. 
Bey: Nope. Turn on Elmo, babe. 
Jay: Elmo? You see what time it is? I'm not watching anyone's Elmo.
Bey: *grabs remote* Anyway. *turns Elmo on* 
Jay: You really got me watching Elmo?
Bey: He'll be sleep in 5 minutes. 




*2 minutes later*


Jayden: *snoring lightly*
Bey: See. I told you. It hasn't even been 5 minutes. 
Jay: What the hell type of medicine? He is knocked out. 
Bey: That's good. He'll just sleep through his little pain. Now lay behind me so I can go to sleep. 
Jay: Say please.
Bey: Now. 
Jay: That works too. *lays behind Bey* 


*The next morning*


Bey: *in the bathroom* *throwing up* Jay!
Jay: *waking up* *sleepy voice* Oh shit! *gets up*
Bey: *pukes*
Jay: *holds her hair* Sick or pregnant. Which one?
Bey: I'm guessing *pukes* Sick. 
Jay: I told yo ass. *chuckles* 
Bey: Its not funny. *pukes* Ugly.
Jay: My bad. You okay, babe?
Bey: Do I look okay? *stand up* 
Jay: Hell nah. You look like sh-
Bey: *death stare*
Jay: You look good, baby!
Bey: Suck my left nut. Liar. 
Jay: Alright. How about this. You brush your teeth and then take a hot shower. While I make you something to eat. Sound good?
Bey: I'm wit it, boo. 
Jay: *chuckles* Ight. *leaves*


(Bey) 
I brushed my teeth and then I got undressed. I got in the shower. Turned the water knob. My stupid self turned on the cold water. "Ohh shit!" I yelled. It was cold as shit. I hurried and turned on the hot water on. I took a hot shower. I hate being sick. My head is throbbing and pounding. I washed my body and got out. I put on Jay's sweats and tshirt. I climbed back in the bed with Jayden. He's still sleeping and snoring. He looks so cute with his mouth slightly opened. With his arms and his legs spread out wide. Just like his daddy. I kissed his forehead and laid down underneath the covers. Jay came in with some food on the bed tray. 


Bey: Whats that babe? 
Jay: Soup, bread sticks, oranges, and tea. *puts tray on her lap*
Bey: And this is suppose to help?
Jay: Yeah. *feels her head* You're warm. How's your throat?
Bey: Its sore. 
Jay: You gotta head ache?
Bey: Yeahh. Very bad. 
Jay: Ight. Eat that. I'll get you something for your head ache. 
Bey: Thank you, babe. 
Jay: No problem. *goes to the medicine cabinet* 
Bey: *starts to eat*
Jay: *comes back* Here. Take this after you eat. 
Bey: Okay.
Jay: *lays at the edge of the bed* Have you touched the remote?
Bey: Um, no. Why?
Jay: Because I'm not trying to get sick. *turns TV on* 
Bey: Oop. *takes pill* Babe?
Jay: *still watching TV* Yeah. 
Bey: Can you come up here, so that I can lay my head on your lap. Please.
Jay: Bey, you gone get me sick babe. 
Bey: Please. 
Jay: *sighs* Ight. *lays at the top of the bed* 
Bey: *lays on Jay* Thank you. 
Jay: Anything to make you happy. *covers her up* 
Bey: You're the best. *coughs* 
Jay: Was the soup good, baby?
Bey: *eyes closed* Mhmm. Thank you. 
Jay: No prob-
Mama Gloria: *knocks on the door*
Jay: Its open. 
Mama Gloria: Son, can you give us a minute?
Jay: Sure. Baby, get up. 
Bey: *rolls off of Jay* 
Jay: *stands up* You want me to take Jayden?
Bey: N-*coughs* *clears throat* I'm losing my voice.  No. *coughs* *holds chest* Ouch. 
Jay: You sure?
Bey: Mhmm. 
Jay: *shrugs* I'll be in the living room. *leaves*
Mama Gloria: *sits at the edge of the bed* Listen Beyonce, I think I should I apologize for what I said the other day. You're right, he's your child and how you and my son choose to raise him is between he and yourself. I shouldn't have tried to control his birthday party. I'm sorry. 
Bey: *raspy voice* Thank you. I appreciate that. I'm sorry for snapping the way-
Mama Gloria: Don't worry about it. Save your voice. Have you taken any medicine?
Bey: *shakes head no* 
Mama Gloria: Do you have anything to take?
Bey: *shakes head no* 
Mama Gloria: *feels her head* I know just what you need. I'mma head to the store. 
Bey: *raspy voice* Okay.
Mama Gloria: *leaves*
Jay: *walks in* Everything okay?
Bey: Mhmm. Come lay down please.
Jay: *lays down* What happen?
Bey: *lays on him* Nothing, everything is fine. *closes eyes*
Jay: Y'all coo? *covers her up* 
Bey: Mhmm.
Jay: Good. *holds her*


(Jay) 
Im glad that my two favorite womem are coo again. Them not talking would have caused too much chaos. Baby girl is sick just like Jayden. I have no idea how I'm going to take care of them both. But I'mma man so I'll be ight. Jayden was still knocked out. He sleeps just like me according to his mama. Like how does she know how I sleep. I bet her creepy ass probably watches me sleep. Werido ass. She was falling asleep. Just as she fell asleep. Jayden woke up crying. I guess he was hungry. I tried to get up without waking Bey up. Didn't work.


Jay: Sorry babe, I didn't mean to wake you up. 
Bey: Its okay, are you getting him something to eat?
Jay: Yeah. Same thing you ate. You want something?

Bey: Can I have some more oranges please. *grabs Jayden*
Jay: Sure, anything else?
Bey: Ummm. No. 
Jay: I'll be back. 
Bey: Wait, I wanna go in the living room. It's hot in here. *gets up*
Jay: Ight, but you need to put some socks on your feet. 
Bey: I hate wearing socks.
Jay: That's only way you're leaving this room. 
Bey: Babe-
Jay: I'm for real. You wanna stay sick? 
Bey: *sighs* 
Jay: Alright then. *gets her some socks* Here. *grabs Jayden* 
Bey: Stupid socks-
Jay: Please stop talking babe. 
Bey: *putting the socks on* You saying that I sound like a man?
Jay: Nah. I'm just saying that you should save that beautiful voice box of yours. That's all. 
Bey: Mhmm. *stands up and grabs blanket* 
Jay: *walks towards door*
Bey: *follows* 


(Bey) 
I laid on the couch with Jayden, while Jay got his soup. I turned Clifford on, on one of the TV's. Jay brought Jayden's high chair in the living, with Jayden's food on it. Jay grabbed Jayden and put him in his high chair. Jay sat in front of the high chair and he began to feed him. I put my feet on his lap.. To my surprise Jayden sat there and ate. He gave Jay no problems. He had a little more energy than he did last night. Which means he's getting better. Jay's mom came back with some medicine. That made Jay happy. She brought back like 3 different medicines. The first two were disgusting as hell. It made my body shiver. I smelled the 3rd one. "Eww! What the-". I said. "Its gonna work. Trust me. Just take it" She replied. So I plugged my nose and took it. Surprisingly it was good. Weird. "Thank you." I said in my dry and raspy voice. "Don't worry about it. Now I gotta get outta her. Shawn, you take care of your family now." She said. "You already mama. I got this." Jay replied. She said her good bye's and left. 


*2 Days Later* 


Jay: *driving* See, Jayden. Ya mama is always doing some stupid shit!!
Bey: Shut up, Shawn!! Don't tell him stuff like that!! He doesn't need to hear us fight and argue!!
Jay: *still driving, looking at her* Who the fuck are you talking to, girl??
Bey: I'm talking to your stupid ass. Who do you think?? You don't even know why you're mad. You just wanna argue with me.
Jayden: *cries*
Jay: See what ya stupid ass did. *focuses on the road* 
Bey: You have one more time to call me outta my name and I'mma slap the dog shit out you. 
Jayden: *cries* 
Bey: *looks back at Jayden* What's wrong baby? Is it your stupid daddy? He gets on mommy's nerves too.
Jay: Beyonce, don't make me slap you. 
Bey: *looks him up and down* Nigga, please. Ain't nobody scared of yo mark ass. You talkin all that noise. 
Jay: *flinches at her hard* 
Bey: *jumps* 
Jay: *stares at her* Scary ass!
Bey: *rolls eyes* *looks forward* SHIT JAY THE LIGHT IS RED!! STOOPPPP!!
Jay: SHIT!!!!


(Jay) 
I didn't slam on the breaks in time. We ended up in the intersection. A loud thud. An SVU smashed into us. Hit Bey's side. We spun around about 4 times, but it felt like 50 times. The airbags deployed. Jayden started hollering as if he were dying. We stopped spinning, finally. I coughed. "Beyonce? Are you okay?" I asked. I didn't get a response. I was light headed, head was pounding. Jayden was still screaming. I looked over at Bey. She had blood coming from a cut on her head. I got of the car. I had to check on my son. I opened the door. He looked okay. He had a few cuts on his arm. Other than he was fine. I grabbed him outta his car seat. Went to see about Bey. Her eyes were closed. She looked lifeless. My heart was beating extremely fast. I placed my fingers under her chin to see if she was alive. Thank God she was. I was about to call 911, I heard the sirens. They pulled up and went right to work. They grabbed Jayden from me and checked him out. They asked me if I was okay and touching me and shit. "Yeah yeah yeah. Im good. My wife, my wife. In the car." My tears came. They got Bey out of the car and put her on a stretcher. Put her in the ambulance. I grabbed everything that I needed from the car. Jayden's bag, and Bey's purse. I got the ambulance with Jayden. 










To Be Fucking Continued....

Inside

Previously on "Jayonce Journey Of Love" Bey and her homies went out to brunch. Tony interupted once again. Bey and Tony talked in his car and Bey caught feelings. Jay confessed about Chrissy being the "unknown" caller. Jay bailed Chrissy out of Jail, he's has been talking to her and sending her money. Bey and Jay have been fighting and arguing in front Jayden since they've had that conversation. They had an 8 minute angry quickie in the shower. Mama Tina and Mama Gloria came over to talk about Jayden's party. Mama Gloria slick shaded Bey's parenting. Bey stood up for herself...

Mama Tina: *knocks on the bedroom door* 

Bey: Go away! *sniff* 

Mama Tina: It's mommy baby. 

Bey: Ohh. Wait a minute. Here I come. *unlocks door and opens it*

Mama Tina: *walks in and locks door* You alright baby?

Bey: Yeah-No. Ughh! Im so agitated! She doesn't have any right to say anything. *rocks Jayden* He's my baby. If I wanna baby him and let him suck on a pacifier until he's two years old then thats Imma do. No one can tell me how to can raise him. Hell, not even his own daddy! *breathes in and out slowly*

Mama Tina: I understand Beyonce. Thats your child. How you choose to raise him is on you AND his father decision. I know you're upset but you didn't have snap on his mother like that. Though it isn't her place to say those things. She was way out of line. I don't even talk to you about that-

Bey: Then she had the nerve to try and control his whole party. Yes she's his grandma.She didn't even ask me to plan it she just went ahead and did it. How the hell is she going to tell me who or what MY child is afraid of?? 

Mama Tina: Well why didn't Jay talk to his mother?

Bey: Because he's stupid!! I asked a million time to talk to his mom. He kept saying "Im talk to her. Imma talk to her". I wasn't even going to say anything until she criticized my parenting. 

Mama Tina: Well Im glad that you're standing up for yourself. But maybe you should have chosen better words. Worded how you felt differently.

Bey: No. Why? SHE was rude and disrespectful. You get what you give. 

Mama Tina: True. But do you think she'll respect you now?

Bey: To be honest. I don't care. 

Mama Tina: Beyonce, that's the mother of your fiance. You have to deal with her. 

Bey: *looks away*

Mama Tina: Bey?

Bey: *looking at Jayden* Hmm?

Mama Tina: Is there something you wanna tell me? 

Bey: *looking at Jayden* What do you mean?

(Living Room)

Jay: Mom, I understand what you're saying. But you can't say stuff like that! Im not saying that because she's Jayden's mother. Its not right.

Mama Gloria: Well its true! Hell! She spoils the boy!! She gone my grandchild soft.

Jay: Ma. He's a baby! That's her son! It-

Mama Gloria: I don't care. She was being disrespectful! If I want to throw Jayden a birthday party. Then I can do so. I don't need her permission. Im yo mama! 

Jay: Mom-

Mama Gloria: And another thing! I DON'T like how you're taking that lil girl's side. 

Jay: Im not taking anyone's side. I'm-

Mama Gloria: Yes you are! You need to straighten her out. Your sister was right. I don't like her anymore. 

Jay: Ma..You are buggin! Why all of a sudden you don't like her now? She didn't do anything.

Mama Tina: Yes she did. She has you taking back to me!! Getting smart!! Attitudes!! Not to mention she's the reason why you were in the hospital.

(Bedroom)

Mama Tina: Bey, you know Im not slow. I know something is wrong. I noticed that you and Jay are somewhat distance from each other. Is everything okay?

Bey: *eyes get watery* 

Mama Tina: Whats wrong Bey?

Bey: Nothing. Im fine. 

Mama Tina: Go ahead and tell me. Is it you and Jay?

Bey: *wipes tears* I don't think we're getting married anymore. *rocks Jayden* 

Mama Tina: Aaaaw baby! Whats going on?

Bey: Its a long story. And I really don't want to talk about it. *wipes tears*

Mama Tina: I have all the time in world. Im not leaving until you tell me why you're crying.

Bey: Mama-

Mama Tina: You know me better than that. You can tell me. 

Bey: *sighs* Well *tells her about Tony and Chrissy* This may be a bit much but me and Jay had angry sex earlier and it made my feelings for Tony go away!

Mama Tina: Lord girl!!! You could have kept that!!!! *laughs* but I guess thats good! Buy you two were both in the wrong!!! Y'all don't need to be fussin and fightin in front of my grand baby. That's gotta stop now! You can't keep putting your hands on him. One day he's gonna have a reflex and hit you back. I won't get too much y'alls business but I will say that if you two wanna get married. The "I's" turn into "us". You guys need to communicate. Stop with these stupid unnecessary lies and secrets!  I know you guys love each other. Y'all need to talk to each. Thats all imma say. Imma get outta here. You take care of grand baby. *kisses Jayden* *hugs Bey* You apologize to his mother.

Bey: Ch. Over my dead body! 

Mama Tina: *shakes head* Love you baby!

Bey: Love you too mama. 

Mama Tina: *walks out*

(Bey) 

My mom left. I continued to rock Jayden. He was falling asleep. I put him in his crib and laid on the bed. I can't believe the nerve of Jay's mother. She really pissed me off to the point that it made me cry. My mom was right about everything she said. Jay and I shouldn't fight in front of our son. It isn't healthy. I shouldn't hit him. One day he's knock my ass out and put me on a stretcher. We're slowly falling off course. I love him so much. I was stupid for EVER reconnecting with Tony again. But after we had sex my feelings for him went away. Lord that was good ass sex. Angry sex is the best. Especially in the shower. He had my back against the wall. The water pouring on us. He wrapped my legs around him. His back is covered with scratches. He bent me over, with my hair in his hand! He picked up. All I was able to do was scream, shout, and moan. I had to shake my head to get rid of the sex flashback...I hate to say it but I don't think Jay and I ready to get married just yet. We keep letting other people interfere with our realationship. Its not good not healthy. We haven't matured as a couple. I don't want our son to see his parents unhappy. I hate that Im crying right now. I heard footsteps nearing so I ran in the bathroom and washed my face. I came out and Jay sitting on the bed. 

Bey: Hey.

Jay: Hey....You ready to talk?

Bey: Sure. Can you take Jayden to his room first?

Jay: Yeah. *Takes Jayden to his room* *comes back* 

Bey: *sitting up in the bed*

Jay: *takes shirt off* Can you put some vitamin E oil on my back? This shit burns!

Bey: *giggles* Sorry about that. 

But go get it and i'll rub-I mean put it on. 

Jay: *goes to the bathroom and grabs it* Here. *hands it to Bey*

Bey: How are we doing this? Laying down or sitting down?

Jay: Geezz woman! We just had sex! Freak ass! *chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* Shut up! Im not talking about that! 

Jay: *lays on this stomach* This way is easier!

Bey: *sits on Jays butt* *applies vitamin e oil*

Jay: You fucked my back all the way up. 

Bey: *continues* I didn't know what else to do! 

Jay: Okay but did you have to bite me too!?

Bey: Yes! *giggles* 

Jay: I know you don't have feelings for that lame ass nigga now. Can't NOBODY fuck you like I do. 

Bey: You're absolutely correct....Im done. *gets up* *sits against head board*

Jay: *sits up* Thank you baby.

Bey: You're welcome! 

Jay: First we'll talk about my mom and about us. Okay?

Bey: Okay. Go ahead.

Jay: First off I wanna apologize on my mom's behave. It was uncalled for. I let her know that. Look at me. *she looks at him* You're a fantastic and incredible mother. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Not even me. 

Bey: Thank you. I appreciate that.

Jay: You're more than welcome. But like I was saying. I know she hurt your feelings but thats my mom Bey. I would never snap on your mom like that. You could've said it differently-

Bey: Thats what my mom said. You guys are right. People can say anything they want about me, but when it comes to him its another story. 

Jay: My mom was snappin on me. Now she's not giving him a party-

Bey: Good. 

Jay: Bey!

Bey: What?

Jay: Nothing....But she said Im different towards her because of you-

Bey: Me? What the hell did I do?

Jay: *shrugs* I don't know. She was like Im taking your side, Im being disrespectful and what not. Talking about she doesn't like you anymore and how my sister was right-

Bey: *rolls eyes* I don't even wanna hear the rest. I don't even care. 

Jay: Don't worry about it. She'll get over it.

Bey: I wouldn't care if she didn't get over it.

Jay: Come on Bey-

Bey: I'm just being honest.

Jay: I understand. I'll just leave it alone. 

Bey: Thank you. 

Jay: Now onto the most important part. Us.

Bey: What about us?
Jay: What happen to us, Beyonce? All this fighting and arguing in front of our son isn't healthy. We've been arguing about any and everything. Its stupid. And its not US. We're suppose to get married-

Bey: Jay. I don't think we're ready for that just yet.

Jay: What?? Now you don't wanna get married??

Bey: *eyes get watery* Of course I want to get married but if our marriage will be like our relationship is now then I don't want it. I just feel like we're falling off our course. We need to be put back on track. All the lies and secrets and everything else; its tearing our love apart. I think a separation is good for us. *attempts to take her ring off* 

Jay: Beyonce, if you take that ring off we're gonna have even more issues!

Bey: *wipes tears* What Jay? 

Jay: Babe, come here. *pulls Bey onto his lap* Look at me. *she looks at him* *wipes her tear* Listen. I'm sorry about keeping this Chrissy thing from you. It wasn't right. Its not what husbands do. I should have told you-

Bey: If I told you that I didn't want you to do this. Would you have done it anyway?

Jay: Yeah. But I would have told you that I was gonna do regardless. She could just be using me and this could all be a lie. But if she is telling the truth and will be homeless and I didn't help I would feel bad if something happen to her. You know what I mean. 

Bey: I guess you're right. I admire how big your heart is. But for you not telling me wasn't okay. It was sneaky. Like you two were messing around again. 

Jay: *looks deep into her eyes* I love you, Beyonce. You NEED to understand that. My cheating days are OVER and done with. Dead and gone. You're the ONE for ME. The one that I want to and WILL marry. All realationships and problems and issues. You know that. As long as we keep the love between us-
Bey: How can we get married if all we ever do is hurt each other and keep saying "I'm sorry"?
Jay: We're human. We're gonna hurt each other. Its apart life and every friendship and realationship. If I hurt you I'm gonna say "I'm sorry". Learn from my mistake and move on. Continue to love you and Jayden.
Bey: You wanna get married even though I lied-
Jay: Beyonce, I forgive you. I know that you don't want that nigga. Im fuckin marrying you, and there isn't a damn you can say or do to make me change my mind. 
Bey: Did you propose just because we have a son?
Jay: What the- NO! I asked you to marry because I love you. Im IN love with you. Jayden just opened my eyes. I should have asked you a long time ago.
Bey: But-
Jay: *kisses her passionately* 
Bey: You always do that. 
Jay: Do what? *kisses her* 
Bey: Make me forget what I was gonna say. 
Jay: Good. *tongues her down* You love me?
Bey: Yes. 
Jay: *rolls on top of her* Let me show you how much I love you. *kisses her passionately* 
Bey: Jay-
Jay: *places finger on her lips* Shhhhhh. *pulls her shorts and panties off, throws them on the floor* 





(Bey) 
He got down low and blew my mind. He started to devour me. I stopped him. "Where's the baby monitor?" I asked. "Shit! In the living room. I'll be back" he responded. He got up to go get it. He must have ran because he came back quick. "Lock the door, babe" I said. He locked the door. "Come here" I demanded..He took his shorts off and climbed on top of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Our tongue started to wrestle. He gripped my vagina tight causing my body to jump a little. His big hands and long fingers caressed my vagina. I was completely turned on. He used his thumb to massage and his two fingers to finger me. I was beyond wet. I was soaking. He got back down and sucked up every bit of my wetness. Which made me even more horny and wet. As he was eating me up and slipped his fingers in and out. I came on his fingers. He slid his fingers out with all of my cum and rubbed it on the roof of my vagina. Leaving a huge red mark because he was sucking so hard. "I wanna taste you!" I said. But Jay denied me. He ripped my shirt and bra off. He took his boxers off and got between my legs. "I love you, Beyonce" he said looking in my eyes. Then he licked my lips. "I love you more, Shawn" I replied. He stuck his tongue down my throat. He went inside of me deep. While we kissed he dug his penis further into. He kept digging as if he were the shovel and I was the buried treasure. He his hands explored my body. He stopped kissing me. We looked into each other's eyes. He stroked and dug into. We couldn't speak or moan. The intimacy of love took over. We snapped out of it. "You ain't running tonight! Spread them legs!" 


Jay: *pounding at medium* Tell daddy you love em!! *moans*
Bey: *moans* *bites bottom* I LOVE *moans* youuuuu ohhhh shiiiiiiitttttt!!!! *moans* daddyyyyyyy!!
Jay: *bites her neck* Wrap them legs around daddy! *grunts* 
Bey: *moans* *wraps legs tight around* Mmm. Faster baby!!!
Jay: *pounds faster* 


(Jay)
I was pounding her as fast as I could. I was breathing heavy. You could hear the sound of me hitting it and her gushing pussy. She started screaming too loud. "Shut the fuck up.". She tried to compose herself. I went harder. Showing no mercy. "Oww owww" she moaned. "Thats hurtsssss!!!! Slooooooow doooooooown!" she cried and moaned. "Shut up! This is what you get for catching feelings for another nigga. Take this dick!!!" I demanded. She closed her eyes shut tight. Biting her lip and moaning. I took her legs from around her waist and spread them wide. I thrusted in and out slowly playing with the pussy. "Gimme a fuckin kiss baby!" I told her. She kissed me. I leaned over and sucked her titties.."Shaaaaawwwwnnnnn daddddyy!!!" I threw her legs over my shoulders and swirled quickly. "HMMM! You're hittinggggg myyyyy spooooooottt!!!" She moaned! I knew she was about to cum. I swirled fast, then slow. I pounded her fast then slow. I stroked fast then slow. She was out of breathe. She was reaching for pillow but there weren't any. She bit my arm. She came. He whole shook like an earth quake. She was looking me in my eyes. I flipped her over and put an arch in her back. I ran my hands on up and her back. I ran my fingers through her hair. Placing my hands on the arch in her back. I thrusted at a medium pace. I didnt wanna nut quickly, but Bey tightened up around me. I let out a loud moan. "Aye! Stop that shit." She started throwing it back. I smacked her ass back to back. Making it jiggle. She rode me doggy style. I put my hands behind my head and enjoyed this shit. My nut was nearing. I colasped on Bey. I sucked and bit her neck. I was breathing uneven. Grunting. "Shit! Fuuuuuuck. Im bout to nut" I said. "Pull out!"she demanded. "MMMM!! Here I cuuuuumm!! Fuck!!!" I grunted. "Jaaaaayyy!!!! Pull Ouuuuut!!" she said again. I didn't have the energy to pull out. I pulled out at the end. The rest of my nut I planted on her ass. I rolled over and pulled on top so she could ride. 


Bey: Did you pull out, babe?
Jay: Yeah, you feel that nut on ya ass-
Bey: Shh! You hear that?
Jay: *listens* Hear what? I don't hear anything.
Bey: *looks at baby monitor* Jayden is crying. 
Jay: *looks at baby monitor* How the fuck did you hear that?
Bey: *gets up* Im a mother. I have eyes and ears everywhere. Are you gonna get him or am I?
Jay: He's fine. He'll go back to sleep in a minute. Get back on this dick. 
Bey: Babe, got get him please.
Jay: Are you for real, babe? We aren't finished yet. *tries to pull her back on top*
Bey: No. We can finish later. Now, he's hollering. Go get him. *gets a pair of Jay's boxers*
Jay: *sighs* Alright. Fine. I'll be back. *gets up* 
Bey: *puts on Jay's tshirt* Thank you baby. *starts changing the sheets*

Jay: *puts shorts on* Mhmm. *leaves* *comes back*

Bey: Why is hollering like that?

Jay: I don't know. 

Bey: Let me see him. *grabs him* Why is my baby crying? Jay, get me some tissue for his nose please.*sits up in the bed* 

Jay: Ight. *goes to bathroom*

Bey: *rocks him* Are you hungry?

Jayden: *cries and hollers* 

Jay: *comes back* Huh babe. *hands her tissue*

Bey: Wipe his nose.

Jay: *wipes his nose* *attempts to sit down*

Bey: Wait wait wait. Can you get his sippy cup?

Jay: Where is it?

Bey: Umm. There should be one in the kitchen. I'm guessing. 

Jay: Ight. *walks towards the door*

Bey: Don't forget to add the water.

Jay: Okay, Bey. I got it. 

Bey: Sorry. 

Jayden: *kicking and screaming*

Bey: Shhhh, daddy is going to get it for you right now..Its okay! Don't cry! *wipes his tears* 

Jay: *comes back* Here. 

Bey: *grabs sippy cup* 

Jay: *sits next Bey* What's wrong with my lil man? 

Bey: *gives Jayden the juice*

Jayden: *drinks juice*

Jay: I guess he was just thirsty. 

Bey: Seems li-

Jayden: *throws up*

Jay: *jumps up* Ahhhhh ewwww!!

Bey: Ohhh noooo!!

Jayden: *cries*

Bey: Babe, can you run him some warm water? 

Jay: Yeah. *goes to the bathroom* 

Bey: *stands up and lays Jayden* *worried but trying to stay calm* *takes his clothes off* Whats wrong baby? *picks him up* 

Jay: The bath is ready. I'll do it while you change your clothes. *grabs Jayden* 

Bey: Thank you.

Jay: *goes in bathroom*

Bey: *starts changing* I think he may be sick. 

Jay: *washing Jayden*Maybe so. He hasn't cried like this before. What you wanna do about it?

Bey: *walks in bathroom* I wanna take his temperature first. 

Jay: Well, he's all clean now. I just want him to crying, screaming and hollering. 

Bey: *grabs towel* Me too. Pick him up please.

Jay: *picks him up* 

(Jay) 

Bey dried him off and put lotion on him. He was still crying like crazy. I can tell Bey was worried about him. She was trying hard to hide it. I was worried too. She took his temperature and it was 100'. Bey started to tear up. I knew Jayden was sick because he didn't want his pacifier. Bey sat on the bed while I got dressed. I told her to get him dressed so that we could take him to the ER. She put him in his footie pajamas, socks, and his beenie. She wrapped in him his blanked. I told my mom what was going on. We all got in the car. Bey sat in the back holding Jayden

TO BE FUCKING CONTINUED....