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Previously on "Jayonce Journey Of Love" Bey and her homies went out to brunch. Tony interupted once again. Bey and Tony talked in his car and Bey caught feelings. Jay confessed about Chrissy being the "unknown" caller. Jay bailed Chrissy out of Jail, he's has been talking to her and sending her money. Bey and Jay have been fighting and arguing in front Jayden since they've had that conversation. They had an 8 minute angry quickie in the shower. Mama Tina and Mama Gloria came over to talk about Jayden's party. Mama Gloria slick shaded Bey's parenting. Bey stood up for herself...

Mama Tina: *knocks on the bedroom door* 

Bey: Go away! *sniff* 

Mama Tina: It's mommy baby. 

Bey: Ohh. Wait a minute. Here I come. *unlocks door and opens it*

Mama Tina: *walks in and locks door* You alright baby?

Bey: Yeah-No. Ughh! Im so agitated! She doesn't have any right to say anything. *rocks Jayden* He's my baby. If I wanna baby him and let him suck on a pacifier until he's two years old then thats Imma do. No one can tell me how to can raise him. Hell, not even his own daddy! *breathes in and out slowly*

Mama Tina: I understand Beyonce. Thats your child. How you choose to raise him is on you AND his father decision. I know you're upset but you didn't have snap on his mother like that. Though it isn't her place to say those things. She was way out of line. I don't even talk to you about that-

Bey: Then she had the nerve to try and control his whole party. Yes she's his grandma.She didn't even ask me to plan it she just went ahead and did it. How the hell is she going to tell me who or what MY child is afraid of?? 

Mama Tina: Well why didn't Jay talk to his mother?

Bey: Because he's stupid!! I asked a million time to talk to his mom. He kept saying "Im talk to her. Imma talk to her". I wasn't even going to say anything until she criticized my parenting. 

Mama Tina: Well Im glad that you're standing up for yourself. But maybe you should have chosen better words. Worded how you felt differently.

Bey: No. Why? SHE was rude and disrespectful. You get what you give. 

Mama Tina: True. But do you think she'll respect you now?

Bey: To be honest. I don't care. 

Mama Tina: Beyonce, that's the mother of your fiance. You have to deal with her. 

Bey: *looks away*

Mama Tina: Bey?

Bey: *looking at Jayden* Hmm?

Mama Tina: Is there something you wanna tell me? 

Bey: *looking at Jayden* What do you mean?

(Living Room)

Jay: Mom, I understand what you're saying. But you can't say stuff like that! Im not saying that because she's Jayden's mother. Its not right.

Mama Gloria: Well its true! Hell! She spoils the boy!! She gone my grandchild soft.

Jay: Ma. He's a baby! That's her son! It-

Mama Gloria: I don't care. She was being disrespectful! If I want to throw Jayden a birthday party. Then I can do so. I don't need her permission. Im yo mama! 

Jay: Mom-

Mama Gloria: And another thing! I DON'T like how you're taking that lil girl's side. 

Jay: Im not taking anyone's side. I'm-

Mama Gloria: Yes you are! You need to straighten her out. Your sister was right. I don't like her anymore. 

Jay: Ma..You are buggin! Why all of a sudden you don't like her now? She didn't do anything.

Mama Tina: Yes she did. She has you taking back to me!! Getting smart!! Attitudes!! Not to mention she's the reason why you were in the hospital.

(Bedroom)

Mama Tina: Bey, you know Im not slow. I know something is wrong. I noticed that you and Jay are somewhat distance from each other. Is everything okay?

Bey: *eyes get watery* 

Mama Tina: Whats wrong Bey?

Bey: Nothing. Im fine. 

Mama Tina: Go ahead and tell me. Is it you and Jay?

Bey: *wipes tears* I don't think we're getting married anymore. *rocks Jayden* 

Mama Tina: Aaaaw baby! Whats going on?

Bey: Its a long story. And I really don't want to talk about it. *wipes tears*

Mama Tina: I have all the time in world. Im not leaving until you tell me why you're crying.

Bey: Mama-

Mama Tina: You know me better than that. You can tell me. 

Bey: *sighs* Well *tells her about Tony and Chrissy* This may be a bit much but me and Jay had angry sex earlier and it made my feelings for Tony go away!

Mama Tina: Lord girl!!! You could have kept that!!!! *laughs* but I guess thats good! Buy you two were both in the wrong!!! Y'all don't need to be fussin and fightin in front of my grand baby. That's gotta stop now! You can't keep putting your hands on him. One day he's gonna have a reflex and hit you back. I won't get too much y'alls business but I will say that if you two wanna get married. The "I's" turn into "us". You guys need to communicate. Stop with these stupid unnecessary lies and secrets!  I know you guys love each other. Y'all need to talk to each. Thats all imma say. Imma get outta here. You take care of grand baby. *kisses Jayden* *hugs Bey* You apologize to his mother.

Bey: Ch. Over my dead body! 

Mama Tina: *shakes head* Love you baby!

Bey: Love you too mama. 

Mama Tina: *walks out*

(Bey) 

My mom left. I continued to rock Jayden. He was falling asleep. I put him in his crib and laid on the bed. I can't believe the nerve of Jay's mother. She really pissed me off to the point that it made me cry. My mom was right about everything she said. Jay and I shouldn't fight in front of our son. It isn't healthy. I shouldn't hit him. One day he's knock my ass out and put me on a stretcher. We're slowly falling off course. I love him so much. I was stupid for EVER reconnecting with Tony again. But after we had sex my feelings for him went away. Lord that was good ass sex. Angry sex is the best. Especially in the shower. He had my back against the wall. The water pouring on us. He wrapped my legs around him. His back is covered with scratches. He bent me over, with my hair in his hand! He picked up. All I was able to do was scream, shout, and moan. I had to shake my head to get rid of the sex flashback...I hate to say it but I don't think Jay and I ready to get married just yet. We keep letting other people interfere with our realationship. Its not good not healthy. We haven't matured as a couple. I don't want our son to see his parents unhappy. I hate that Im crying right now. I heard footsteps nearing so I ran in the bathroom and washed my face. I came out and Jay sitting on the bed. 

Bey: Hey.

Jay: Hey....You ready to talk?

Bey: Sure. Can you take Jayden to his room first?

Jay: Yeah. *Takes Jayden to his room* *comes back* 

Bey: *sitting up in the bed*

Jay: *takes shirt off* Can you put some vitamin E oil on my back? This shit burns!

Bey: *giggles* Sorry about that. 

But go get it and i'll rub-I mean put it on. 

Jay: *goes to the bathroom and grabs it* Here. *hands it to Bey*

Bey: How are we doing this? Laying down or sitting down?

Jay: Geezz woman! We just had sex! Freak ass! *chuckles*

Bey: *giggles* Shut up! Im not talking about that! 

Jay: *lays on this stomach* This way is easier!

Bey: *sits on Jays butt* *applies vitamin e oil*

Jay: You fucked my back all the way up. 

Bey: *continues* I didn't know what else to do! 

Jay: Okay but did you have to bite me too!?

Bey: Yes! *giggles* 

Jay: I know you don't have feelings for that lame ass nigga now. Can't NOBODY fuck you like I do. 

Bey: You're absolutely correct....Im done. *gets up* *sits against head board*

Jay: *sits up* Thank you baby.

Bey: You're welcome! 

Jay: First we'll talk about my mom and about us. Okay?

Bey: Okay. Go ahead.

Jay: First off I wanna apologize on my mom's behave. It was uncalled for. I let her know that. Look at me. *she looks at him* You're a fantastic and incredible mother. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Not even me. 

Bey: Thank you. I appreciate that.

Jay: You're more than welcome. But like I was saying. I know she hurt your feelings but thats my mom Bey. I would never snap on your mom like that. You could've said it differently-

Bey: Thats what my mom said. You guys are right. People can say anything they want about me, but when it comes to him its another story. 

Jay: My mom was snappin on me. Now she's not giving him a party-

Bey: Good. 

Jay: Bey!

Bey: What?

Jay: Nothing....But she said Im different towards her because of you-

Bey: Me? What the hell did I do?

Jay: *shrugs* I don't know. She was like Im taking your side, Im being disrespectful and what not. Talking about she doesn't like you anymore and how my sister was right-

Bey: *rolls eyes* I don't even wanna hear the rest. I don't even care. 

Jay: Don't worry about it. She'll get over it.

Bey: I wouldn't care if she didn't get over it.

Jay: Come on Bey-

Bey: I'm just being honest.

Jay: I understand. I'll just leave it alone. 

Bey: Thank you. 

Jay: Now onto the most important part. Us.

Bey: What about us?
Jay: What happen to us, Beyonce? All this fighting and arguing in front of our son isn't healthy. We've been arguing about any and everything. Its stupid. And its not US. We're suppose to get married-

Bey: Jay. I don't think we're ready for that just yet.

Jay: What?? Now you don't wanna get married??

Bey: *eyes get watery* Of course I want to get married but if our marriage will be like our relationship is now then I don't want it. I just feel like we're falling off our course. We need to be put back on track. All the lies and secrets and everything else; its tearing our love apart. I think a separation is good for us. *attempts to take her ring off* 

Jay: Beyonce, if you take that ring off we're gonna have even more issues!

Bey: *wipes tears* What Jay? 

Jay: Babe, come here. *pulls Bey onto his lap* Look at me. *she looks at him* *wipes her tear* Listen. I'm sorry about keeping this Chrissy thing from you. It wasn't right. Its not what husbands do. I should have told you-

Bey: If I told you that I didn't want you to do this. Would you have done it anyway?

Jay: Yeah. But I would have told you that I was gonna do regardless. She could just be using me and this could all be a lie. But if she is telling the truth and will be homeless and I didn't help I would feel bad if something happen to her. You know what I mean. 

Bey: I guess you're right. I admire how big your heart is. But for you not telling me wasn't okay. It was sneaky. Like you two were messing around again. 

Jay: *looks deep into her eyes* I love you, Beyonce. You NEED to understand that. My cheating days are OVER and done with. Dead and gone. You're the ONE for ME. The one that I want to and WILL marry. All realationships and problems and issues. You know that. As long as we keep the love between us-
Bey: How can we get married if all we ever do is hurt each other and keep saying "I'm sorry"?
Jay: We're human. We're gonna hurt each other. Its apart life and every friendship and realationship. If I hurt you I'm gonna say "I'm sorry". Learn from my mistake and move on. Continue to love you and Jayden.
Bey: You wanna get married even though I lied-
Jay: Beyonce, I forgive you. I know that you don't want that nigga. Im fuckin marrying you, and there isn't a damn you can say or do to make me change my mind. 
Bey: Did you propose just because we have a son?
Jay: What the- NO! I asked you to marry because I love you. Im IN love with you. Jayden just opened my eyes. I should have asked you a long time ago.
Bey: But-
Jay: *kisses her passionately* 
Bey: You always do that. 
Jay: Do what? *kisses her* 
Bey: Make me forget what I was gonna say. 
Jay: Good. *tongues her down* You love me?
Bey: Yes. 
Jay: *rolls on top of her* Let me show you how much I love you. *kisses her passionately* 
Bey: Jay-
Jay: *places finger on her lips* Shhhhhh. *pulls her shorts and panties off, throws them on the floor* 





(Bey) 
He got down low and blew my mind. He started to devour me. I stopped him. "Where's the baby monitor?" I asked. "Shit! In the living room. I'll be back" he responded. He got up to go get it. He must have ran because he came back quick. "Lock the door, babe" I said. He locked the door. "Come here" I demanded..He took his shorts off and climbed on top of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Our tongue started to wrestle. He gripped my vagina tight causing my body to jump a little. His big hands and long fingers caressed my vagina. I was completely turned on. He used his thumb to massage and his two fingers to finger me. I was beyond wet. I was soaking. He got back down and sucked up every bit of my wetness. Which made me even more horny and wet. As he was eating me up and slipped his fingers in and out. I came on his fingers. He slid his fingers out with all of my cum and rubbed it on the roof of my vagina. Leaving a huge red mark because he was sucking so hard. "I wanna taste you!" I said. But Jay denied me. He ripped my shirt and bra off. He took his boxers off and got between my legs. "I love you, Beyonce" he said looking in my eyes. Then he licked my lips. "I love you more, Shawn" I replied. He stuck his tongue down my throat. He went inside of me deep. While we kissed he dug his penis further into. He kept digging as if he were the shovel and I was the buried treasure. He his hands explored my body. He stopped kissing me. We looked into each other's eyes. He stroked and dug into. We couldn't speak or moan. The intimacy of love took over. We snapped out of it. "You ain't running tonight! Spread them legs!" 


Jay: *pounding at medium* Tell daddy you love em!! *moans*
Bey: *moans* *bites bottom* I LOVE *moans* youuuuu ohhhh shiiiiiiitttttt!!!! *moans* daddyyyyyyy!!
Jay: *bites her neck* Wrap them legs around daddy! *grunts* 
Bey: *moans* *wraps legs tight around* Mmm. Faster baby!!!
Jay: *pounds faster* 


(Jay)
I was pounding her as fast as I could. I was breathing heavy. You could hear the sound of me hitting it and her gushing pussy. She started screaming too loud. "Shut the fuck up.". She tried to compose herself. I went harder. Showing no mercy. "Oww owww" she moaned. "Thats hurtsssss!!!! Slooooooow doooooooown!" she cried and moaned. "Shut up! This is what you get for catching feelings for another nigga. Take this dick!!!" I demanded. She closed her eyes shut tight. Biting her lip and moaning. I took her legs from around her waist and spread them wide. I thrusted in and out slowly playing with the pussy. "Gimme a fuckin kiss baby!" I told her. She kissed me. I leaned over and sucked her titties.."Shaaaaawwwwnnnnn daddddyy!!!" I threw her legs over my shoulders and swirled quickly. "HMMM! You're hittinggggg myyyyy spooooooottt!!!" She moaned! I knew she was about to cum. I swirled fast, then slow. I pounded her fast then slow. I stroked fast then slow. She was out of breathe. She was reaching for pillow but there weren't any. She bit my arm. She came. He whole shook like an earth quake. She was looking me in my eyes. I flipped her over and put an arch in her back. I ran my hands on up and her back. I ran my fingers through her hair. Placing my hands on the arch in her back. I thrusted at a medium pace. I didnt wanna nut quickly, but Bey tightened up around me. I let out a loud moan. "Aye! Stop that shit." She started throwing it back. I smacked her ass back to back. Making it jiggle. She rode me doggy style. I put my hands behind my head and enjoyed this shit. My nut was nearing. I colasped on Bey. I sucked and bit her neck. I was breathing uneven. Grunting. "Shit! Fuuuuuuck. Im bout to nut" I said. "Pull out!"she demanded. "MMMM!! Here I cuuuuumm!! Fuck!!!" I grunted. "Jaaaaayyy!!!! Pull Ouuuuut!!" she said again. I didn't have the energy to pull out. I pulled out at the end. The rest of my nut I planted on her ass. I rolled over and pulled on top so she could ride. 


Bey: Did you pull out, babe?
Jay: Yeah, you feel that nut on ya ass-
Bey: Shh! You hear that?
Jay: *listens* Hear what? I don't hear anything.
Bey: *looks at baby monitor* Jayden is crying. 
Jay: *looks at baby monitor* How the fuck did you hear that?
Bey: *gets up* Im a mother. I have eyes and ears everywhere. Are you gonna get him or am I?
Jay: He's fine. He'll go back to sleep in a minute. Get back on this dick. 
Bey: Babe, got get him please.
Jay: Are you for real, babe? We aren't finished yet. *tries to pull her back on top*
Bey: No. We can finish later. Now, he's hollering. Go get him. *gets a pair of Jay's boxers*
Jay: *sighs* Alright. Fine. I'll be back. *gets up* 
Bey: *puts on Jay's tshirt* Thank you baby. *starts changing the sheets*

Jay: *puts shorts on* Mhmm. *leaves* *comes back*

Bey: Why is hollering like that?

Jay: I don't know. 

Bey: Let me see him. *grabs him* Why is my baby crying? Jay, get me some tissue for his nose please.*sits up in the bed* 

Jay: Ight. *goes to bathroom*

Bey: *rocks him* Are you hungry?

Jayden: *cries and hollers* 

Jay: *comes back* Huh babe. *hands her tissue*

Bey: Wipe his nose.

Jay: *wipes his nose* *attempts to sit down*

Bey: Wait wait wait. Can you get his sippy cup?

Jay: Where is it?

Bey: Umm. There should be one in the kitchen. I'm guessing. 

Jay: Ight. *walks towards the door*

Bey: Don't forget to add the water.

Jay: Okay, Bey. I got it. 

Bey: Sorry. 

Jayden: *kicking and screaming*

Bey: Shhhh, daddy is going to get it for you right now..Its okay! Don't cry! *wipes his tears* 

Jay: *comes back* Here. 

Bey: *grabs sippy cup* 

Jay: *sits next Bey* What's wrong with my lil man? 

Bey: *gives Jayden the juice*

Jayden: *drinks juice*

Jay: I guess he was just thirsty. 

Bey: Seems li-

Jayden: *throws up*

Jay: *jumps up* Ahhhhh ewwww!!

Bey: Ohhh noooo!!

Jayden: *cries*

Bey: Babe, can you run him some warm water? 

Jay: Yeah. *goes to the bathroom* 

Bey: *stands up and lays Jayden* *worried but trying to stay calm* *takes his clothes off* Whats wrong baby? *picks him up* 

Jay: The bath is ready. I'll do it while you change your clothes. *grabs Jayden* 

Bey: Thank you.

Jay: *goes in bathroom*

Bey: *starts changing* I think he may be sick. 

Jay: *washing Jayden*Maybe so. He hasn't cried like this before. What you wanna do about it?

Bey: *walks in bathroom* I wanna take his temperature first. 

Jay: Well, he's all clean now. I just want him to crying, screaming and hollering. 

Bey: *grabs towel* Me too. Pick him up please.

Jay: *picks him up* 

(Jay) 

Bey dried him off and put lotion on him. He was still crying like crazy. I can tell Bey was worried about him. She was trying hard to hide it. I was worried too. She took his temperature and it was 100'. Bey started to tear up. I knew Jayden was sick because he didn't want his pacifier. Bey sat on the bed while I got dressed. I told her to get him dressed so that we could take him to the ER. She put him in his footie pajamas, socks, and his beenie. She wrapped in him his blanked. I told my mom what was going on. We all got in the car. Bey sat in the back holding Jayden

TO BE FUCKING CONTINUED....